Shadows in My Room
I still see your shadows in my room,
Can’t take back the love, my heart’s a tomb.
It’s a twisted dance of love and disdain,
I loved you in sunshine, now I’m lost in the rain.
Thought you were the one, oh, so easy to say,
But listening to my heart led me astray.
You found a new love, but babe, can’t you see?
I was the spark, your light, and your remedy.
Falling deeper, landing in my grave,
Thoughts of you haunt me; I can’t be saved.
Prescriptions can’t numb the weight of your ghost,
Haunted by dreams where I’m losing the most.
You were everything, a wedding ring’s dream,
Now I’m just a shadow in broken esteem.
You took my heart, left it shattered and bruised,
In the mirror, I see you, the one I’ve confused.
All girls got the touch that can bend my mind,
Your beauty, a weapon, makes me rewind.
Make peace with the memories, ache from the past,
I’ll rise from the ashes, I won’t be the last.
I’ll scream to the heavens, reclaiming my soul,
Beneath all the sorrow, I’ll find my control.
Easier said than done, but I’m taking the stand,
You might forget me, but I’ll rebuild the brand.
I still see your shadows in my room,
But I’ll turn the page, escape from this gloom.
No more tangled love in your drastic ways,
I’ll write my own story, find brighter days.
So here’s to the lessons, the love and the pain,
You can’t hold me back; I’m breaking the chain.
I’ll rise like the phoenix, the sun on my face,
In the ashes of sorrow, I’ll find my new space.
